During Lockdown I got way to deep into my own head, I also drank a lot of wine.
lyrics
Evils of thinking
Too hard to get out of here,
I am trapped,
By myself,
I am here on my own,
All these voices are mine,
All these pictures are mine,
All together they shout and are stronger with time,
Help me please,
My heart races my head,
It’s the loser that wins,
Twisting out of control,
I am lost and alone in this dark crazy hole
Time to reflect on what I’ve done and what I hope to finish I can’t help myself so vanish inside my head.
Too hard to get out of here,
I am trapped,
By myself,
VERSE 2
I just can’t get out of here,
My thoughts they won’t clear,
The shouts form a fog,
They’re a big angry mob,
I try every way,
to allow them their say, they don’t care that I’m here.
I just don’t want to wake up,
In the still of the night,
when the voices are loud,
They don’t want me to breathe,
they force me beneath.
Clenching my jaw and grinding my teeth
If I can reach the morning
I don’t care about the yawning
dawn will come and ill forget what’s inside my head.
Too hard to get out of here,
I am trapped,
By myself,
credits
from Two Cities EP,
released December 4, 2020
Ben Somers - Composer/Double Bass
Christine Tobin - Voice
Josephine Davies - Tenor Saxophone
Phil Robson - Guitar